Thursday, August 26, 2010

A new start

Yesterday, I was sure of what's in front of me.
Today, what's in front of me is, unsure.

I made a list of pro(s) and con(s) for the changes that are about to take place in my life real soon.
And I realized the con(s) were mainly excuses and pre-conceived ideas I've made up in head or made up by people I've listened to. And that the pro(s) weighed much heavier.

I feel so uneasy. I'm making notes in my head, I'm constantly babbling to my parents and letting my thoughts fly out of my mouth. I'm praying to God silently every night before I lay my head to sleep to guide me and give me more strength and patience.

All I want to do right now is to continue to have a little more hope and faith because I sense a brighter future.

Because today's uncertainty will bring more good than yesterday's. God's plan for me is always for the best.

2 comments:

  1. I found this dialog between Socrates and Dan Miller in the movie "Peaceful Warrior" very powerful and relevant to this post...

    Dan has suffered from an accident that caused the bones in his leg to shatter to pieces. He is recovering, but his heart yearns to pursue gymnastic. However, circumstances and particularly his bones don't permit him to pursue his passion. Stuck in his fear and uncertainty, he asked Socrates, his mentor. ..

    Dan Miller : What if I can't do it?

    Socrates : (shot at Dan) That's in future! Throw it out.

    Dan : (pauses, and then tentatively asked) When do we stop?

    Socrates : (with a loud, assuring, confident voice, said) There's no stopping, only doing.

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  2. Thanks for sharing! :) Show me the movie someday!

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